Sad.
After five years of marriage, Kelly and I finally bought a house. We were expecting our first baby, and were so excited to have purchased a home.
The first order of business in my mind then, was to get a dog. I love dogs. Love them.
Everyone said that we shouldn’t be getting a puppy right before we were to have a new baby, but I had been waiting so long for this moment, and baby or not, we were getting a dog.
Turns out, it was a good decision.
We picked a great dog.
She was the cutest little thing, and had so many funny personality quirks. But, the best part about her was how affectionate she was. My childhood pets would endure my hugs and kisses, but Molly LOVED them. She pressed her face right up against me for more.
She was tolerant of our three boys. She patiently endured being ridden, stepped on, having her eyes poked, tail pulled, and every other manner of minor torture they would lovingly inflict on her. They loved her.
She was my comfort and solace when our circus-like family was too much to take. I would take refuge on her dog bed with her and just the sound of her breathing would relax me. She was such a good companion. Such a good girl.
People who don’t love dogs, think it’s silly. But, I love that dog. She was pure, undiluted sweetness and love. She brought so much happiness into our home in her almost ten years of life.
But, tonight, my Molly girl died. My heart aches.
I’m laying in my bed right now. My feet are cold and there is just far too much space at the foot of the bed.
I miss her so much already.
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I’m so sorry for you! I understand the tender place in your heart that can only be filled by the love of an animal. Dogs and cats have a way of comforting your soul. There is a reason why we are blessed to have them in our lives. I am sorry for your loss.
I didnt know, Im so sorry,I loved lulu so much, it was just the other nite I was rubbing her lean little bod. if you need some licking therapy you can borrow buddy anytime
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I am so sorry! I couldn’t understand why you loved Molly as much as you did until we got Alex (not that I don’t love Shadeau too, its just more of a cat love, even though she’s a dog). Shauna said it perfectly, I think. I’m seriously, so, so sorry.
I’m so sorry, Kelly!
My heart breaks for you, Kelly.
This makes me so sad. Beardo will always have a special spot of her own in my heart.
Kel- When I heard I cried, then when I read this I cried some more. I love Molly lou! I still think of the beginning and my aversion to her. No matter what, she wanted to be near me when I was around. Even though at first I didn’t show her any love in return. What a sweet little girl. I will miss her so much!
So sorry Kelly.
Oh sweetie… so sorry! That is a tough thing to endure! I hope you will be ok… maybe Kelly can rub your feet now?? Love you!
I’m so sorry. We have been there. It is tough!
Oh Kelly, I’m so sorry. There aren’t words that will heal your heart, but please know that you’re in my thoughts.
So sorry, Kelly. I understand, and will be keeping you in my thoughts.
Oh Kelly—-
I am so sorry! I know how much Molly was loved! May the great memories of her help you all through this difficult time! Losing pets that are such a part of our families is extremely difficult. Your family will be in our thoughts and prayers.
I’m so sorry.
I am so so sorry! I am crying with you. Losing some one you love hurts. I know your pain. Hugs to you and the family. You are in my prayers and thoughs.
I’m just learning what it’s like to love a dog like you love your kids. I know you loved Molly so much, I’m sorry for your loss.
Kelly I am so sorry. I know how much you loved her.
I know how much you loved Molly. So sorry to hear of her passing.
Oh Kelly, soooooo sorry! I know how much you love her. Wow, I am just shocked and so sad for you.
I’m so sorry. I could tell by your past entries how much you loved her. Best wishes.
There is nothing that I can say to make it even a little better, but I felt the same about Maxx… I am so sorry. She was definitely loved and had a good life.
That is sad. So sorry to hear.
My entire family sends their love. Even the non-dog lover – but I’ve turned him into a cat lover, don’t let him tell ya different. I am so sorry. You have been in my thoughts all day. Love you!
Kelly, I’m so sorry. I’m a dog lover (I have two) and I know what is to love a dog. I know your Molly was a sweetheart, and I know how much you loved her. I don’t think it’s silly, I know your heart hurts. All my love.
oh Kel, mt heart aches because I know how much she was to you. More than anything she was there for you. I’ll miss the welcome sniff the most.
Kelly, ((((((((((hugs))))))))))) and wet kisses too. I am so sorry!
My heart weeps. From one dog lover to another.
I’m sorry girl… I’ll miss her biting my painted toe nails…
I feel a bit priviledged (sp?) to have given Molly some love on New Year’s Eve. No dog could have been more sincerely loved than that girl. Bella and my family send our love to all.
I keep thinking about your post where you talked about escaping into your closet and laying with your loved pup. It’s true, I’m not fond enough of dogs to own one myself, but this breaks my heart. I’m really sorry and I hope your toes start warming up soon.
Kelly- I will always remember watching James down on all fours so that he could “sing” with Molly (he talked about this for weeks and weeks after), how she was gentle in “meeting” Rachel (who squealed in fear AND delight) and of course, that day Molly gassed it up and brought us to tears/laughter! She brought joy in such simple ways. . . my heart is sad for you.
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